As I hear, how seriously he’s thinking about dating, with a marriage in mind…many emotions go across my mind…. With few regrets, I am sitting here thinking about what WOULD HAVE or COULD HAVE happened if I were…
FIVE INCHES TALLER, TWENTY POUNDS LIGHTER, WITH FLAWLESS PORCELAIN SKIN, BETTER POISED WITH GREAT STYLE, AT THE TENDER AGE OF 20 SOMETHING AND HAD THE WISDOM AND KNOWLEDGE OF LIFE, as I know, now… I’d be a perfect candidate for a bride to “YOU KNOW WHO”. ^^ LOL (Remember, this is only an ideal scenario, on my part..^^)
Here it goes….
I wouldn’t have any problem getting along with his mom and the family. I’d be so good at it, he will thank me, each day… I would make him a home that is full of love and joy, he wouldn’t want to leave for work. He’d be so content and secure, he would only have to concentrate in pursuing his dreams and the career.
He would often bring his friends home and they’d be welcomed, at any time. I’d be ready to prepare a “feast” for them to enjoy, at the last minute’s notice. I’d never complain nor be tired.
His mom would be so happy with me that she would side with me in times of RARE arguments. With genuine love, I’d respect her and she’d love me back like her own daughter.
He’d be loved and adored 24/7, 365 days a year for he deserves all that and more..
Since, I’m an established designer, he wouldn’t have to worry about financial aspect of life..If he needed to take time off to get recharged..or further his study, he would do so without any problem, for he trusts me.
I’d be happy to be hidden under his shadow and not be exposed to the crowd since I don’t crave any public attention. If he needed to hide his marriage in public for the sake of his career and popularity, it’d be alright because I trust and know how much he loved me. He would protect me and respect my privacy.
I’d be emotionally stable and supportive, he would want to take refuge in my arms, when he’s tired and weary… In times of trouble, we would never forsake each other for we have “love” and “faith” in each other.
IF I ONLY WERE….. five inches taller, twenty pounds lighter with flawless good skin and many years younger, I wouldn’t hesitate to call on him….
THE REALITY OFTEN HURTS… AND THE REALITY IS “I AM NOT ALL THAT” AND HE DESERVES..”ALL THAT AND MORE”!
I pray, he will find a girl who is…”WORTHY OF HIS LOVE”…for “HE IS ALL THAT”!
Go, Yuchun! We will be rooting for you, no matter what..! ^^
행복하자..우리..! 나는 여기서.. 너는 그자리에서.. 우리 행복하자… 더 행복해 지자..!